Paddy Gower has never been afraid to stand up for what he believes in. From his teenage and university years where he learnt to defend himself from cruel bullying about his looks, to the pressure-cooker years he spent in the Press Gallery holding politicians to account, to advocating for the families of the Christchurch terrorist attacks and for sufferers of cystic fibrosis, he has scrapped and fought for the truth and justice for others.
He's spent years telling other people's stories, but now it is time to tell his. Beginning with that infamous line delivered in a library, Gower takes readers on a personal journey through parts of his lift. He is a born storyteller, with every yarn infused with humour, self-awareness and honesty. I powered through his book, staying up far too late to devour it in a few sittings. Those looking for some juicy gossip from his time within the Beehive are out of luck, but Gower does drop a few pearls. Full colour photographs are included in the book, charting Gower's life from a toddler to right through to 2024.
As a fellow journalist, Gower's story probably hit a little different for me than other readers. The people, places and events were all familiar to me, and the book felt like debriefing with an old friend.
Familiar too was the emotional and mental pressures Gower has experienced as a journalist. It's a unique career and one that can take an immense toll. Gower digs into the why and wherefore of the work in a way that will inspire fellow or prospective journalists, while offering a deeply personal insight for others.
Gower doesn't shy away from the harsh realities he's experienced. His unrelenting drive, pressures of work, and New Zealand's culture culminates in a serious alcohol addiction, anger issues, and bouts of depression and anxiety. He doesn't wallow in self-pity nor is he looking for a pity party, he just lays it out factually and honestly in a way that lets others know it's ok to not be ok.
Gower opens himself up to the reader, humbly and candidly, detailing both the highs and the lows. As well as his own battles, he documents those he's shone a light on - from the country's P crisis, to Pike River, our involvement in Iraq and wrapping up with when Newshub became the news, with the shock of the decision to close down the entire operation.
For those outside of the industry, it's a fascinating peek into the realities of journalism and the life of one of our best-known journalists.
This is the F#$%ing News is a heartfelt story of Gower's personal history masterfully blended with his industry prowess, told with candor and courage.
Reviewer: Rebekah Lyell
Allen & Unwin
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